You say to yourself “I don’t care” but you cried a million tears at night. You say to others “I’m fine” but your heart knows you’re not. You put a smile on your face acting like you’re okay but deep down inside you’re hurt more than ever. You can cry through the pain, smile like everything is fine, laugh your head off. But life is too short to be anything but happy.

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BESST ;

Heeyyy! Tadi best! HAHA. Wun nyanyi lagu Mimpi Indah and banyak lagi. Bukan satu camera ajer, smpai 4 camera. Haha, feeling2 artist skejap. Byk sehh orang tgk wun nyanyi. Budak2 ite, and secondary. Malu kitee. Haha. Nanti Wun upload k kawan. Tadi Wun tak pi skola, penat der.

Tadi biler chat ngan Afai , ader smtg . Nak tgk ? Afai - Your boy says: You att wit apit ? Wun-Kecikai ai says: Yuppyupp, whyy? Afai- Your boy says: Nothing. Why break with Kecyq? Wun-Kecik ai ai says: Dier mempermainkan perasaan ku. Afai- Your boy says: Die bukan main2 kan perasaan you. He really loves you. Don’t you know that? You know what, after he breaks with you, he did’nt lepak with us and all. Now, he’s sick. Seriously, When he told me all about you, he started to cry. He told me that you were his very first GF. He told his grandma, mother and all of his family members about you. He wanted to bring you and visits his grandma. Kecyq’s grandma wanna see you before her last breath. Now that, Kecyq’s grandma had dead two days ago. Are you happy with all this? Kecyq has sickness ok. Kecyq ask me to tell you that he really loves you, and he want you back. I suggest, you should forgive him, talk to him, make friends with him again. He really miss your voice. I called and ask you where you were have you eaten or not, its because, kecyq wanna hear your voice. You’ve removed kecyq’s number right? I know. Where as, kecyq still save your name in his phone as ’ Babygirl ’ Ive known him since 10 years. I’ve known him so very well then you. Please jolly well forgive him. He is really a good boyfriend. Kalau you nak tahu, banyak perempuan yang suke kan die. Tapi die tak pilih perempuan2 tu sume, cos, he loves you so much. Please Wun, think about it again. Wun-Kecik` ai ai says: I’ll tryna call him, he tak answer pun.

Teros the convo stops there. I really miss him. But now, my heart is stuck for Apit. How? What am I gonna do? After the convo stops, I go to his house, And die punye mak says that he is in the hospital. I cry on the spot. His mom brought me there. Kecyq is so happy to see me. He ask his mum to go out. So, left me and him. He wanna kiss me, but I reject. I’m sorry Kecyq. )’:

Goodbye.

Fuck that GOLDFISH.

HAHA, GOLDFISH NAK PANGGEL AKU BLACK MAMBA ? CERMIN MUKE DIRI SENDIRI K BBY ? NNNTI KU UPDATE LAGI , ADE ORG KPO UHH /.

HEYYAW SHAWWN ! :D

Amcm korang? Sorry for the missing in action, penat dehh, hari2 balek skola dah lambat, macam mane nak update? Korang bilang aku siket. (: Ok, so tadi balek dah pukul 3 lebih, mother tongue supplementary lah. Aku tak escape, bukan macam kawan2 aku. xDD

So, aku nak list pasal bestfriend aku. (: - Wanieyh Applepie . - Remmmy kau peyh satu . - Chickayeshaa . Skrg , baby aku pulak . - Apit . (: Enemy pulak . - ANISA SI SUNDAL PUKIMAK TU ~ (:

KBYE !

FUCK you bitccch .

Ok , heyy tumblr! Miss tumblr and my one and only, Apit. Apit and I are becoming more lovelyyy. So, Today, ikut Apit and kawan2 die gi riding. Macam siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak . -.-’ Apit bawak lajuu siaa. Sial tul. KK, aku dah penat nak tules. Wansuey ! Apit, Wo hen ai ni baby. <3 (:

Haishh ):

Ok hi, ni wun. Me ; Ehh apit ! Apit ; Ehh wun ! hugs Kecyq duduk dari jauh tengok kan aku. Beh ade satu pompan sundal datang. Teros kecyq panggel. Kecyq ; Ehh faa ! Faa ; Ehh Kecyq ! Korang nak tau ape kecyq buat ? Kecyq kiss die sia . Padahal aku ngan kecyq belom breakup . Dasar jantan tak cukop satu puki . X) Eyy , kao ingat ape ? Ako jealous ? Pii jalan dahh . =) Hahh , bey ako dudok pat Apit peyhh peha . Kecyq jealous . Kecyq pelok pompan tu . EEEEE , muke lau lawar takpe , ny pecah seribu sia . Teros ako amek tangan Apit , ako sayang2 Apit . Kecyq jealous rabak siaa . xD Padanmuke lu . (: Apit pon ape lagy , pelok ako uhh x) . Suke i bile die pelok . ^_^ . Sweeet budu die . Abeh ako kiss Apit . Teros kecyq datang siaaa . -.-’ Die sepak ako siot . Bey si betina sundal tu , Ketawe kan . Kaninabeychaochibai . I curse you go die sia . Fcuker . Apit tolong i taoo , Apit bangon . Apit ; eh jantan , lu sapa mao pukol gua peyh kwn ? Kecyq ; aku matae die , aku ade hak k . Apit ; kalau kau sygkan die , kau tak akan gi kat pompan laen k . And slalu nye , kau tunggu pat bustop kan ? Asal ari ni tunggu pat bwh block ? pe , dah chop tempat pe untok motek sama tu betine sundal ? Kalau korrg nak tau , si betine sundal tu , Apit peyh ex . If I know , i would accept Apit and not Kecyq . Cos Apit understands a girl better . Seriously sia girl , kau kene regret budu . Maen2 kan perasaan Apit . Kiwak . KK , Teros dah settle , ako go back jalan with Apit . Kecyq jalan dengan si Betine Sundal tu . xD Kecyq toleh2 blakang seyy , Cos die tak happy si Apit pelok Hips aku , bey ako ciom Apit . Kecyq ohh kecyq , ingat jekk , ADR PERGI , ADR BALEK . Kau buat aku gini , aku pong balek uh sia .

Wansuey !

Fuckers .

Hiiihiii , Ny kecyq . Okay , i will answer all . My answers are , YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU . Its okay if you talk to me in a harsh manner , I really deserve it . Im sorry for whatever I have done . I love you , And I dont wanna lose you . Please dont go . Im begging you . Please dont break my heart . Stay with me forever . Please dont break my heart . Please don`t left me lonely . And yes, Please oh please reply my msg . Bye guys .

Fuck today ,

Hey , not in a mood , Like AGAIN ? Because of ? baby . yes , because of you , fucker . Lemme ask this , Who were there to feed you ? Who were there to hug you ? Who were there to comfort you ? Who were there to fork out money when yours not enough ? Who were there to hold you in rain ? Who were there to kiss you all the time ? Who were there to love you ? Who were there to care about you ? Who were there to lend you a shoulder ? Who were there to wipe your tears ? Who were there to wakes you up in the morning in a loving manner ? Who were there to cheer you up ? Who were there to light up your days? Answer this okay fucker. Yes, i`m fucking angry with you. I wanna timed-out. NOW!!! )’:

Sorry, if i talk to you like this. Seriously, deep inside, i`m hurting. Sorry again ):

Missing you ,

Baby, Wo Hen Ai Ni, Wo Hen Xiang Ni. I really miss you, everyday, 1min, 1hr, 1secs. I need you now. First of all, I’m sorry we did’nt celebrate our anni together. Cos, at that point of time, I’m angry. Sorry again. So, As I promised, I will write down how I get to know baby. So first, Baby added me up in facebook. I accepted. Oneday, baby chat with me. Baby asked for my msn, being friendly, I gave. So baby add me in msn. We chatted for hours and hours. Baby told me that he has been single for about 1year. So, i told him that I’ve been single for about 4months. At that time, I’m still feeling down with my ex. Cos, He cheated on my feelings. So, i decided to tell baby about it. Baby told me that, his ex, cheated on his feelings too. Baby asked me what’s my age, i told him. After talking and talking, baby says that, He likes the way i talked to him and the way i layan him in msn. I goes, ’ awwww. ’ So, at around 5am, baby ask me this ’ Can you be mine now and forever ? ’ AWWWW , baby , tell you what , I smileeeeed sumpahh long. After, blablaablaa, K i forgot.

So, basically, today, school is fucking bored. ): I don’t wanna go tuition, but baby forced me. ): hmph . Eats two burger at a time, Seriously, I’m hungrrrrrrrrrrrrry. Grrrr . Msg-ed baby. Baby, if I didn’t reply you, sorrrrry, prepaaaid low. Kite contact through Internet okay syg? ^^ Internet i tak pakai prepaid, takkan low punyeeeeer. hahh, k mepek. Byeee, nak siap2, baby nak antarr and fetch me, awwwwwww.

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Yeahh, true.